Paty Fun!

So last night I got to go to some awesome friends' mom's birthday party and I am so tired still! I wound up chasing a boy around the house with a shoe due to the food, pillows, and toothpicks he was throwing at me. My dad thinks that he throws those things to flirt but I really doubt it! There were two small girls who were sisters that were making things very difficult for my friend whose mom's party it was. They went through all her stuff and trashed her room. I told them that she had a headache and to stop shaking the maracas that they had found in the house but they continued to make noise and laughed when I told them how rude they were being! Ugh!

Well I keep forgetting to post during the week but I normally don't have much going on anyway.

High on Life

Well I met this boy not more than a year ago who I have been talking to a lot recently and every time I see him I can hardly breathe. Of course he is completely unaware of this but still I can't help but notice he is a lot nicer to me than some other girls he hangs out with every so often. I don't know I just had to announce this because I AM SO HAPPY!!

Valentine's week

Well last week was pretty much nothing special. Well last night (Valentine's day) was pretty much spent playing go-fish and war while listening to music with Rob. Eh it was nice I guess. He agreed to teach me how to play piano if we can work out a time for lessons (yay). I am kinda worried that some of my friends might be moving away because of their dad's job but I am not completely sure yet...

Just another day

Well today was pretty much normal. My "friends" at school ditched me again today, and are still being somewhat aloof. Considering there are so few people at school, there is really not much else I can do. Thing 1 and Thing 2 are still the only friends who I think care about my happiness and well-being at all when at school. My really good friends I only get to see once or twice every week which really isn't helping anything. My dad says he might transfer me to another school in the middle of the second semester of the school year and I am debating on how sad that would make me. I still haven't told Thing 1 that I might leave in the middle of the year and I have no idea how he is going to take it. As usual when I told him that I wasn't going to the same school as him next year he acted really cool with it so I still have no clue whether he is sad about it or not. Ugh he is KING of mixed signals I swear. That's about all I feel like writing now so... yeah.

Awesome songs!

I am following my friend's theme at adding some stuff I really like. I decided to use songs, so hooray! These are some REALLY awesome songs that I decided to put here:

• The Fray - You found me
• The Fray - How to Save a Life
• The Fray - Over My Head
• Nickelback - Saving Me
• Nickelback - Gotta be Somebody
• Green Day - Holiday
• Green Day - Boulevard of Broken Dreams
• Lifehouse - Everything (recomended by someone special~)*
• Lifehouse - You and Me
• Lifehouse - Whatever it Takes
• Lifehouse - Broken
• Lifehouse - First Time
• Lifehouse - Hanging by a Moment
• Flyleaf - All Around Me
• Flyleaf - Red Sam
• Paramore - I Caught Myself
• Paramore - Decode
• Linkin Park - Leave Out All the Rest
• Thousand Foot Krutch - Breathe You In
• Thousand Foot Krutch - Learn To Breathe
• Thousand Foot Krutch - Wish You Well
• Skillet - The Last Night *

PS

I even added links to some of the music videos and lyric videos (lyric videos = *)

Ugh... school

School has become something that I dread more than anything else. Take today for example: Today I suffered massive stomach cramps and back aches due to the stress alone that school causes me. I suffered through yet ANOTHER day of being ignored by my piers, including the ones who are supposed to be my friends. They seem to ditch me whenever they have the chance because they have simply become bored of me. Someone, lets call her Renge, is constantly up and down with her boyfriend or whatever he is to her at the moment; she has completely stopped informing me when she is on an upward slope or a downward slope. This is very bad because I might call him her boyfriend when they are on a downward slope and she tends to get angry because of that. My thoughts right at that moment are always somewhere along the lines of "Well how was I supposed to know that?!".

The only people who are still talking to me at school are Thing 1 and Thing 2 (the current school clowns). They are really sweet so at least that's an upside.

It seems like a lot of my friendships are going away lately and I can't really figure out why. Even some friends from church (where I have always had an abundance of friends) are ignoring me purposely and I never did ANYTHING. One friend, lets call her Mei, is normally hyper and friendly towards everyone but I just feel like I haven't talked to her in forever. The same with a set of brothers who I used to be friends with has totally started to ignore me since some of our mutual friends left. Just... ugh.

Hopefully things will be better when I change schools. My parents are actually considering letting me go to a different school in the middle of the last semester of the year! As long as this school is better than the one I go to now I think this is absolutely wonderful. I still don't know what school I will be transfering to so it could be a completely awful school for as far as I know.

Yeah this has not been the most cheerful blog post but OH WELL! Yup that's just about it..

ugh back to school

Well I definately haven't posted often so here is what has happened recently:

1) My parents promised me I can go to another school next year (yay)


2) Mr. Amos's religious bullying continues (the reason I am going to another school next year)

3) Formal has come and gone and it was really nothing special

4) Valentine's day is coming up and I think I know exactly who I am going to give a gift to <3

5) SNOW!!! Yes ladies and gentlemen, snow got me out of school for two and a half days

6) School is just starting back tomorow. Hooray -_- notice the assumed sarcasm there.


I think that in the spirit of Valentine's I must post a link to "A Valentine for Niles":http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VxIBk1a3qdQ

yeah...

So I just started on this blog thing and I guess I will just post about whatever happens (hense the name). Just for future reference, I am sure this will mostly be to take out stress and stuff like that...