Ugh... school

School has become something that I dread more than anything else. Take today for example: Today I suffered massive stomach cramps and back aches due to the stress alone that school causes me. I suffered through yet ANOTHER day of being ignored by my piers, including the ones who are supposed to be my friends. They seem to ditch me whenever they have the chance because they have simply become bored of me. Someone, lets call her Renge, is constantly up and down with her boyfriend or whatever he is to her at the moment; she has completely stopped informing me when she is on an upward slope or a downward slope. This is very bad because I might call him her boyfriend when they are on a downward slope and she tends to get angry because of that. My thoughts right at that moment are always somewhere along the lines of "Well how was I supposed to know that?!".

The only people who are still talking to me at school are Thing 1 and Thing 2 (the current school clowns). They are really sweet so at least that's an upside.

It seems like a lot of my friendships are going away lately and I can't really figure out why. Even some friends from church (where I have always had an abundance of friends) are ignoring me purposely and I never did ANYTHING. One friend, lets call her Mei, is normally hyper and friendly towards everyone but I just feel like I haven't talked to her in forever. The same with a set of brothers who I used to be friends with has totally started to ignore me since some of our mutual friends left. Just... ugh.

Hopefully things will be better when I change schools. My parents are actually considering letting me go to a different school in the middle of the last semester of the year! As long as this school is better than the one I go to now I think this is absolutely wonderful. I still don't know what school I will be transfering to so it could be a completely awful school for as far as I know.

Yeah this has not been the most cheerful blog post but OH WELL! Yup that's just about it..